It's nearly October

Nothing phases me anymore, I should have found a job wtf was I thinking about grad school? My masturbation addiction is my only sense of normalcy and the LSAT.... I think studying for it has become more for my own entertainment than a career path. I have began masturbating to things that my adolescent self would have even been disgusted with. I have no interest in television, human women, foods other than burger king, curtailing my smoking, or exercising. Am I numb?